I'M AN ADULT

Oooooooooooopsie.

SO LIKE, I'm in college now. Like, living there and having that college experience and shit. It's been pretty interesting first two weeks. Not as different as I imagined. Still working life out, though, as usual. Over-thinking my possible paths is pretty common lately.



Mainly, I've been thinking a lot about the decisions I need to make as I'm becoming an "adult". Or more of one, whatever. Trying to decide on a major by Christmas, so I can finally be set on SOMETHING because my word I'm so unsure about life.

Inner monologues go like so:

So after that happening roughly a dozen times I'm still throwing around many ideas. Some are more crazy than others, and it also depends on how much I start pushing myself as an artsy fartsy kid, and if I actually take some time to work on the things that I love. Or, you know, SAY I LOVE. 

See, I draw on occasion, and practically forced myself to blog, except I'm totally in the pumped mindset to leak creativity juices everywhere [creativity juices? gross].

Now that I've gotten that out of the way, let me add in why I chose the title of this blog.

I got a job.

I'm working at phone center for school donations, which in my eyes is pretty much a glorified telemarketing station. 

However, I'm trying to NOT be a cynical ass about the job, since I'll be doing it for pretty much this year, unless I somehow find another job or decide to do something dumb. Neither seem likely though. For the most part I'm just trying to not have an anxiety attack about the whole damn thing, and learn to go with the flow and be a little desensitized to this line of work.

I think I'll survive, maybe? Who the hell knows. For now, I'm just gonna try and do college right. Speaking of which, I need to go find some pants to put on. It's cold in here. 

I love central air in this room though oh my word it's been heaven